Kamis, 19 Mei 2016

photograph

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
On my terrace home
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

Senin, 09 Mei 2016

wasting time

HAI. udah lama nih gue ga cerita, abisnya kemarin-kemarin post-an gue galau mulu. huft.

semenjak pkl, gue ngerasa jadi kurang produktif like wasting time gitu dan ngerasa udah bego karna ga nyentuh buku pelajaran selama 3 bulan. kebayang ngga tuh-_- tapi untungnya hamdalah banget sekolah gue gaada uts buat kelas 11nya jadi gue gaperlu panik lagi.
gue pkl juga mager-mageran HAHA bisa sehari masuk sehari engga. sampe di peringatin berkali-kali sama yang punya perusahaannya karna jarang masuk dan selalu dateng siang. disaat mager, gue selalu mengumpulkan semua ide ide kreatif yang berbeda-beda buat bikin alasan gue gamasuk pkl ke bokap nyokap. astagfirullah antya. sampe akhirnya pkl gue selesai.
and then gue masuk sekolah lagi awal bulan april, dan langsung say hi again to buku-buku gue yang udah lama ga disentuh sampe ternyata berkurang entah diumpetin tikus atau apa, iya buku gue hilang-hilangan. yang ngebetein-nya baru juga masuk sekolah udah langsung kbm. mending gurunya full masuk kelas, kalo masuknya cuma 1 atau 2 guru mendingan gausah kbm. ya gini-gini aja deh let it flow sampe sekarang udah bulan ke-5, gue baru dikasih jatah libur dari tanggal 4 - 11 mei tapi cuma gabut dirumah like always wasting time everyday, i'm so lazy omgggg wwhhaatt sshhoouulldd ii ddoo. walaupun temen-temen gue suka ajak gue jalan, nyatanya dompet gue tipis. i'm crying like a river now+my phone rusak. gila ngga, sampis gue.